RED

im red daredee daredai dare dee dare daii dare di daredaiii....whatever

yay~..photos

yess.. i finally took some photos.. extremely random

people change

do u know that?...
once upon a time.. i would say people who listen to japanese songs just want to act cool and pretend they understand something they dont...but now.. i really think that japanese songs are really nice and soothing.. if you listen to the essence of the music and put your prejudice away...

once upon a time.. i thought playing computer games are a waste of time.. i thought computer games are just for lazy people who have nothing much to do and wasting their life....as the essay topic always goes 小明终日沉迷于电脑游戏,结果考试成绩一落千丈.
which in english means(hmm.. now i have non chinese readers in my blog...@@)...that bastard played dota day day so fail gao gao.. (@@.. ok not really english)... but then i realise... life is not just about study study and become doctor, engineer, lawyer...or mongolia...sometimes i ask myself.. why people will do this...why beggars exist... is SPM so hard?...why i close my eyes oso can pass one... but well...its because.. the world.. its not just about going high... the higher you get.. the harder you fall...this world is in an equilibrium.... you gain something.. but you lose another... nobody can gain everything.. and nobody can lose everything...so.. it depends on what you wish to gain.. to me.. i dont really wish to gain lots of knowledge... i prefer to enjoy my life.. so hence.. i started to play computer games...


once upon a time i thought people with no knowledge are dumbass and people plain retarded... then i realise later that there are so many people with knowledge and they are still dumb.... cant even differentiate between wrong and right....just fighting on for their pride...did you remember the last time you ask people how much did they get for their sejarah exam?...when is the last time you ask people what did they get for their add maths test...of course.. u wont ask somebody who does worst than you and say.. ah... i did better than the last of the class...no.. you probably will ask who got first.. and compare his/her result to yours... then if you did better.. youd probably be relieved .....eh.. that guy/girl only got xx for their xx exam... is really tough lar.. i got xx counted quite good adi...are you really concern or just thinking of how good you are compared to him...dont you think these people are pathetic?...wait a minute.. wasnt i like one of them?...

once upon a time.. i thought christians were weak people who had no idea what they believe in but just believe in it just for the sake of seeking refuge without really understanding anything and without questioning.. just like other religious people are...like muslims.. buddhist and the list goes on....and the irony is 50% of the buddhist in malaysia call themselves buddhist without even knowing what buddhism is all about...just my assumption though....then i realise that everybody is weak.. and those who think they are strong are actually weaker...and maybe one day.. they would wake up like me...and see that religions are meant to be religions not science just because religions are just religions...its like people who support manchester united and think manchester united is completely gay for no apparent reason even though ferndinand's hairstyle seriously suck... or that alex ferguson got his tooth decay by chewing chewing gum...and people who love liverpool that think Rafael benitez is handsome when he is bald...

you see people change...and before you know...youd become like one of them... if you are not careful to step back... and look around... and evaluate... youd probably stuck as one of em for the next half of your life.. until you...probably reach 60 yo?.. then you realise.. you wasted your life.. or maybe.. i would step back when im 60 and regret for not taking the road not taken...hmm....or maybe there is no road to be taken.. it all leads to the same place?....

my law of equilibrium states that.. no matter what you gain.. you lose another thing of same value...well not really my law.. its the law of alchemy...XD...changing doesnt really change anything.. you are just balancing between good and evil and trying hard to break out of this balancing....for the better or for the worst...the only person who breaks through this balance would probably be god i think...
atchoo atchoo.. ok.. somebody sneezing.. and the cat shivers in fear...sigh.. assignments and tutorials again....back to reality.. random thoughts.. ftw.. omg...Zzzzzzz.....

Empire total war

im dying to play this game.. and no im not a gamer.. and no i dont pirate games... and no i cant find a properly working pirated version of a game... and no i cant find a properly working patch for this game.. and no.. i dont have quota...

Rome total war = RTW
Medieval total war = MTW
Empire total war = ETW
Fuck total war = FTW?!?!?


damn.. i want to play a fully working version of this game~~!!!!

Man jailed for sex with car wash vacuum

A man who police said was arrested for performing a sex act with a car wash vacuum has been sentenced to 90 days in jail and ordered to submit to drug testing.

The 29-year-old man pleaded no contest to indecent exposure last month.

Police said the man was arrested after a resident called officers.

In October last year, police attended the location after a report suspicious activity at a car wash near Detroit, Michigan.

An officer approached on foot and caught the man in the act with the vacuum.


p/s: i didnt make this up

its too late~

to apologize~~.. its too lateeeeee.....

lol... sorry.. for not updating..@@
but i guess people wont see this message when they come to my blog and i didnt update..

only when its too late~~


lol.. whatever.....life is like that... back to the same old topic..
i am trying to update my blog. .trust me.. i took my camera out almost everyday looking for interesting stuff to capture and probably put it up on deviantart and this dull blog... but nice stuff always dont come to you when you expect em then i wanted to think of something to write on about.. and i thought of a few business ideas in fact...LoL...but i just cant think of stuff to post up coz.... cozz.... i actually dont like where i live...its... really.. BAD... yeah.. think bout it.. can you live in a house wif a couple and a cat wif no communication? no.. its not my fault.. sigh.. i didnt know when people started to think i am SO DAMN QUIET... trust me.. please...LoL... well i communicated with the cat until it pee on my bed....and the couple... make me feel like a damn lightbulb.... when they are together... the women is a sadist and the guy is full of pride.. and people are killed by pride....sigh.. i dont really like talking bad about people on the internet.. but.. haih.. how?.. tell me how?!?!...o ya.. listen to these jap songs..dont worry.. i cant understand jap but if you like cool beats.. you should prob listen to miss you by melody, ryohei and mflo...and the dance beat of monde grosso feat BoA in everything needs love is sick....so...i will continue to 'procrastinate' (reference dom ...or is that how you spell it?(no plagarism please)) my assignments lol... and think of how to update this blog.. sigh.. my mind is pack this few days.. think think think..stress stressss

funny ads...

funny ads i saw tis week from my marketing lecturer and dom








p/s: to that individual that checked my site wif sitonomy.. i use sitemeter to keep track of my visitors and the rest is raw html...

boring updates

yawnz~... course and uni started... tutorials started... but i havnt bought books yet~~...why?.. coz.. no money...and books are OUT OF STOCK.. omgomgomgomg.. and all tutorial questiosn are from textbook..how how tell me how?!....please~~.....sienness..... so now i cant do my tutorial questions and i cant follow up wif the lectures... practically im in deep shit.... sigh... and then i had to deal wif a cat pissing on my bed.... of all places.. on my bed... sigh.. what did i do to cats that they hate me so much...@@.... then i feel so lazy to talk to people they think i am 自閉hai...but i think .. i really fit alot of characteristics lehh~~~

特徵:
自閉症患者喜歡避開望人，而且在學習與人發展「施及受」的互動時有困難

自閉症患者可能會避免與人有眼神接觸，與其他人的互動也很少

自閉症患者，有出現感官整合困難。最常見的例子是自閉症聽覺問題，他們在多人同時說話時，不能夠分辨清楚誰在說話。

會說話的患者，會用非常見的語法。例如重複的單字。


sigh...but nvm.. today i saw leng lui in my tutorial.... lol.. hope she comes more often lar...XD.. then maybe i can talk to her...

Comet

By: RYTHEM
Lyrics: RYTHEM
Translation: Jonathan Wu

Somewhere far away there’s
someone with open ears
In every city there’speople looking up at the sky
Underneath the evening skywe’re whistling a song
that has no lyrics
tracing the constellations with our fingers

The cold dream you are holding
you can warm it
with your magic hands
if you believe in the path you chose

On the other side of a comet you seea single star
whether it’s sparkling brithly or faintly
its light shines just for you

On the other side of the clouds in your heart
the signs can’t be seen
Go on, open your hands
What do you believe in now?

On a sleepless nights
omebody feels alone and cries
Then in the morning
somewhere on earth,
people laugh as they meet

As the destination draws near...
You’ll keep on losing your way...
So step forward with your magic
and believe in the you of tomorrow

Passing on the other side of the sky
is the star from that one day that you searched for
Did you forget where it is? Did someone else find it?
The light that only shine for you

Close your eyes and clear away
the darkness in your heart
Go on, open the door
And what do you find behind it?

“The wind is blowing just a little
This is the last of my magic, so I have to believe in my weak heart”

On the other side of a comet you see
a single star
whether it’s sparkling brithly or faintly
its light shines just for you

On the other side of the clouds in your heart
the signs can’t be seenGo on, open your hands
What do you believe in now?

Close your eyes...open your eyes...
What do you hear right now?
What do you see?
It’s light that only shine for you

Climbing a blue roof
you can see how the night sky comes to life
Don’t worry about the dreams that didn’t come true
Just open your hands

its xmas

for me...

i get my 2nd present from myself....look.... its got a name.. its ANDY~~...

no.. its not the cat.. its the new.. erm.. drawer?.. from ikea..

and did you know?... the ikea layout is exactly the same in australia and in malaysia.. kienseng say its probably the same too in america although they might have upside down traffic lights..LoL....

back to my world

yea.. uni starts off again.... lectures.. tutorials.. bla bla. i think this is the most relaxing course in the whole wide world.. i only need to go to classes 4 times a week and they only start after 12 and end before 5.... wow~..hopefully i get a job.. and i can buy some stuff i want.... and not live in this pathetic place without furniture....the sky is blue...the grass are green... the cat is running away when he sees me scream...yes.. a cat... i dont know why i have so many encounters wif living with a cat... .and all cats hate me.. just run away from me.. maybe its my dog....T.T... he killed too many of their species.....sigh.. and this is one cat that is not obese that i have seen....and i get to sit in my houseowner's mitsubishi FTO once in awhile..lol....not that great of a car if you compare it to the evo series... but hell.. even FTO is a dream to me...lol.....then i have a stuck stove in my house which i have to turn turn turn turn turn lol.... needs a skilled person to operate it and i a m trying to learn that skill....ahhh....its 1030 already.. i have to take the forever late bus to school at 11 or i would be late for lecture at 12.. so... thats how much crap that comes to my mind within 10 minutes of my free time....BORED~~~... SIENNN..... BOSAANN.... how to say bored in tamil ar?....