I am

disturbed, confused and out of my mind

damn..somebody give me a gun

i SWEAR ill pop that bastards head.....
haihhhh
today...
just came back from tram station..then suddenly one SOHAi come from back.. talk some fking foul language..as always.. i pretend he is not talking to me...then he turned in front of me and started talking his shit...i mar act blur lor.. you sohai i want to sohai wif you ar?...hoping he would just walk away... then he stopped... talk some crap.. all i can make out was fuck... dickhead..you dont know wat im saying?... then i HUH!??.. then THAT BASTARD HIT ME ON THE FKING HEAD...i shouted WHAT DID I DO!??!.... then i heard something like move on.. continuing his swearing..then i just continue walking.. then he keep on swearing following beside me .. i ask him what did i do again?..he say you are borned as an asian wat xxxxxx....then i knew he was a fking racist... and i got so fking mad i shouted What the Fuck.. then he got scared.. coz i have just reached the outside of my village.. and there were a few asian students there and a camera on the ceiling..then he took off...got so fucking angry i shouted YOU SCARED?...DONT RUN.... well..he continued his mumbling and ran off... cowards...haih... i would enjoy smashing his fking head wif my foot

snacking.............

nothing much to do really when im studying..@@... and its always the snacks running out and me havnt even touch the book

the muses

Featuring Muse:

poor najib

According to najib, in the 12th national election, the lack of actions taken against the new media, especially websites and blogs, is one of the main reasons that caused barisan national their lost.
Barisan national will learn from its faults and will be firm against the the new media in the next election. From now on, the government will not remain silent against those ficticious accusations and would respond through the media or new media immediately.



hmm... lets see how far he can cover his sins......

My future work place

Told you there are places for proffesionals like me...

@@

today.. when i just wanted to rest by playing some computer games..

i found out that.... ive got so many games but i dont feel like playing any......zZzzz
and i have gotten into a habit of not finishing a game before starting a new one....


Starcraft -- halfway
Fifa 08 -- halfway
Warcraft -- halfway
NFS pro street -- halfway
Hitman blood money -- finished
Rainbow Six Vegas -- halfway
Neverwinter Nights 2 -- halway



out of 7.. only one finished...T.T.....

maybe its time for me to studyyyyy

Yay ... my 101 post....

how malaysia works part 2

20 minutes of reading http://www.sinchew.com.my/

首相署部長拿督斯里納茲里說，在參考數個國家與地區的反貪污機構操作模式後，政府不打算把檢控權交給反貪污局。

他說，香港廉政公署、新加坡和澳洲新南威爾斯的反貪污局，調查與檢控權是分開的，大馬也會這麼做。

“在大馬，提控涉貪者是總檢察長的權力，但政府會確保總檢察長公平處理每個案件，不會偏袒任何人。”

巫統林茂區議員凱里提出附加問題時表示，香港廉政公署擁有運作諮詢理事會，若總檢察長決定不提控涉貪人士，該理事會可再檢討內因。

針對這點，納茲里說，大馬不可完全模仿其他國家或地區的法令；成立另一個委員會來檢討總檢察長的決定，會讓人認為，政府不信任總檢察署。



IF you have erm... a brain?.... you will say W T F !??!

司法短片案內情錯綜複雜，加上涉及者非顯即貴，負責調查的皇家委會于1月14日成立後，步步為營，經過傳召證人等複雜程序，始梳理出一份詳盡調查報告，並於本月9日將調查報告提呈國家元首、首相阿都拉及首相署主管法律事務的部長再益。這份近千頁的調查報告已公開發售，司法短片事件的前因後果，詳細記錄在內，到此地步，民眾目前最關注的是，有關當局下一步會如何做？

司法短片案件已不僅僅是涉及貪污、濫權行為的問題，它已成為我國司法是否公正與獨立的指標，它背後所代表的意義，既嚴正亦深遠。換句話說，在調查報告已俱細霏遺將此案各項不法行為攤在公眾面前之後，當局處理此案的態度，代表我國三權分立之一的司法權所受到的破壞，能否及時受到修補和糾正。

what happens now?... we will wait and see....


興權會支持者週三（21日）在國會走廊為該組織主席的6歲女兒慶祝生日，引起一些國會議員的不滿和投訴。為此，國會下議院主席丹斯里班迪卡阿敏將致函給所有政黨領袖，提醒國會議員不要在莊嚴的國會重演上述事件。

對此現象表示關注的議長說，任何人要慶祝生日，應該在國會以外的地方舉辦慶生會，而不是在國會議員工作和開會的地方進行。

他認為，這類慶生會不應該在國會舉行，任何人也不應利用小女孩來達到本身的政治目的。

他指出，國會是最高立法機構，任何帶有政治因素的活動，應該在國會以外的地方進行。

maybe we need to open club house in our parliament too...

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is finally over~~~~

sleep........zZzzz

knights of the round table

crafted to perfection.. with a price of course..


and i cant afford it..T.T

happy blogging...^^

XXXX is happily blogging...

why?











LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA~~~~~
haih.. i am missing alot of things.. my quota... my life.. my holidays....XD

Friends?

1 day.. somebody at church asked me...hmm.. do you have friends over here?... err.. maybe a few?...o..what kind of friends?... ?!?!?!?!...wtf.. friends also got different kinds?....then he explained..ya... some friends is just to chat.. some is can go out together one.... err?!?!....so chat and go out together is different?...wtf??....then somebody else asked.. dont you feel lonely without alot of friends??...well.. alot of people have asked me that...no...i miss my friends alot.. yesh.. but i dont feel lonely.... well i have never felt lonely before...@@.. coz i got so many things to accompany me.. like my camera... my dell notebook... my neverwinter II.. my dota.. my rainbow six.. my hitman.. arghh.. but i still miss my friends..LoL..you really will become gay when you leave for a land so faraway..@@...and i dont erm.. classify my friends as "chat friends" or "go out friends"...LoL.. friends are just friends right?....haih....

people depend on friends too much.. look at this email sent to all microeconomic students..@@


Hey!
does anyone need a group for the microeconomics 1 assignment?????... because someone backed out of our group last night and now we're left with only two people... we just need an extra name to put on the assigment.. u wont have 2 do anything, unless you want to... REPLY ASAP!!

sareena and karylle

Well... i erm...LOL...somehow manage to find a group with one of my friend.
Goodluck sareena and karylle

Ambition

Long long time ago... in a land far far away....

somebody ask me... what is my ambition?..

hmm... there is always the usual list..

indian style:"tambi, doctor ke lawyer?"
chinese style:"你读工程系很厉害喔~~“
Malay style:"aku mau jadi perdana menteri..tiap-tiap hari rempit motor"
Mat salleh style:"My ambition is to become a company executive"
EPL freak kid style:"I want to become david beckham"
Japanese style:"bokuwa AV star...watashi no chin chin wa dai oki desu ne"
Gay style:"I want to be the next Elton John"
I-watch-too-much-cartoon kid style:"Mummy, I want to be policeman"

Well.. the top few listed are definitely not my style...
I would prefer ambitions like:

Proffesional VCD seller
Proffesional dota player
Proffesional Road side sweeper
Proffesional Crapper
Proffesional live-life-for-fun"ner"

DO YOU SEE THE DIFFERENCE?.... my jobs are all for PROFFESIONALS...haiz.. and what people look at are careers like doctor, lawyer, engineering, prime minister, company executive, david beckham, AV star, Elton John, Policeman... this a real pathetic world...WHAT IS WRONG WITH OUR WORLD?....

somebody tell me please.....
Isnt there any FUN in this world?...
You live for nothing....
sad
pathetic
mortal
fools

(T.T)

haih

yeos... g'day everybody~~~

this blog.. erm.. is back...
well i cant say revive.. coz it wasnt dead in the first place..
wanted to erm.. refurbish it a lil' but ended up in some mess..@@....because the whole world suddenly crashed on me... i had assignments tutorials bla bla bla.. just when i thought i could gasp for breath the exams are coming again..T.T....so i barely have any time to erm... improve my blog...so i guess ill just stick to what ive been doing all this while posting crap everyday..

just so you could understand what happen over here... this is erm.. a typical picture of the whole world crashing on me.....









LOL... booooo sama loongsiu... he is updating his blog regularly....Hahahaha...hope it doesnt die again

under construction

*this blog is temporarily closed*

Due to insane and totally unacceptable reasons... this blog will be closed untill further notice.. i apologise for any inconvenienced caused to myself for not being able to read my own thoughts for the time being? i hope...

IF you are a honest malaysian taxpayer

and wondering what they did to all those money..

This is where your money has been all these years

1.Paid to people to play with C4's
2.Paid to people to built banglos
3.Paid to people to marry 2 wife
4.Paid to people to save english prostitutes
5.Paid to people to have anti-safe sex campaign on video
6.Paid to people to be involved in gay sex and to pay for the trials of gays.
7.Paid to people to play wif keris.

Masquerade

歌手：Hitomi

作詞：黒石ひとみ

作曲：黒石ひとみ

ココロに鍵をかけたまま

冷たい態度で 仮面を身につける

だれが僕の素顔

知っているだろう？ 君のほかには

自分の弱さも強さも

さらけ出したいなんて 一度も思わずに

涙かくしできた

本当の顔を見せられる人

探し続けてた 君を失えない

You're My Destiny

信じてみたい

永遠の意味はまだわからないけど

You're My Destiny

あしたのユメを

綴ればすれが運命に変わる

Say you'll share with me one love

この手につかみとるために

平気で傷つけて ここまで生きてきた

だけど孤独だけが

この僕の手に残されたもの

何も望まない 君がそばにいれば

You're My Destiny

ココロを開けて

打ち明けたいゆずれない思いを

You're My Destiny

感じるキズナ

二人の出会い運命なんだと

Say you'll share with me one love

You're My Destiny

信じてみたい

You're My Destiny

あしたのユメを

You're My Destiny

ココロを開けて

打ち明けたいゆずれない思いを

You're My Destiny

感じるキズナ

二人の出会い運命なんだと

Say you'll share with me one love

Faith....

God exist..

how do i know?

Chance occurs.. hope occurs...
how can you explain
chance?..
hope?..
and all the things that man cant control...

when you close your eyes..
what happens?...listen to emptiness....
will you sleep?..
will you open your eyes again?
will you turn around and ask yourself why did i do that?

because god exist.. thats why you do what you are doing now.. .thats why there is so many things you cant explain... something controls chance.. to happen just at the right time.. something controls hope.. so that even at a moment of despair... you see light...
why is there random happenings?..
because you cant control it..

and of course.. you need to have faith... with faith...you see.. without faith...nobody seems to be in control...

My pathetic sky

my toys

drifting~~

我漂流无止境的漂流，自由在没有你的自由

Adelaide seafood

Today is suppose to be labor day.. but they dont celebrate here.. why?.. dont ask me.. when i was coming back from school yesterday pondering about chelsea's intense win over liverpool... i saw 2 LA LA wif gam mou and all kinds of rings and chains..entering the bus screaming on the phone as though drogba scored another goal...


Lala 1(on the phone):"Jibai 你做么不要"
Lala 2:"叫他去Harvey Norman 买啦"
Lala 1:"是啦..JIBAI~.. Harvey Norman AUD80 就可以啊lanciao"
Lala 1:"什么太贵？？我***你老母啦...AUD80 罢了"
Lala 2:"抽烟就不会太贵喔"
Lala 1:"是咯....jibai...抽烟一个月几百块就不会算.. Jibai laaa"
Lala 1:"你jibai啦....抽烟就不会算啊？....会加不会减啊？..我真的***你老母"
Lala 2:"叫他买吧了啦"
Lala 1:"我不屌你啊...Jibai"

kinda reminds me of Tarc..XD