say HI~

hi blog....
long time no see..

today is an emo day~....
but im gonna change it...im gonna change my mood.....
afterall its just willpower...and i need lots of it...
i will be back....i miss you.... i need you....
but thats not gonna change anything...

coz we still have our lives to go on with....im not gonna lose to my emotions...not yet....afterall ive never lost without taking revenge..^^...it will be the same this time.....

hopefully...this would be my last post...
and everytime i look at this post...
i will be reminded of all the happy stuff we did together...
all the fun we had together..
and not the sad memories which i will lock em up in my memories now...if only my brain had a lock..and it could lock away memories for the time being...keep them in photo albums or such stuff..where you cant see them unless you take them out to have a look...
and everytime some one else look at this post...
they will see a guy beaten down by life...
still standing up strong to fight back...
stay strong....
you can do it....
you know you can...
just like the few millions of us had...
you are not much different...
im not much different either...
waves hit on rocks...
but they dont back off
they hit em again and again...
until rocks are softened....

life is like so sucky....
but i wont lose to a sucky life...
of course i cant lose...
if not how am i going to cheer up those that fell down...
how am i going to pull you up if you are feeling down...
how am i going to bring happiness to this world...
i love walt disney...
i need to buck up...like what they told me.....
get yourself together..like what i told others.....
knowing is one thing...
doing is another.....
and missing you is also another.......
i miss you.....
thats all that matters....
thats what gets me going...
and thats what makes me forget you.....

lets all meet at the petrol station ay~
im sure we will all be heading in the right direction~




ME > LIFE

what is right what is wrong?

i thought i knew more than others what right and wrong was...but then..... i feel like im not doing what is right and not doing what is wrong....tell me..should i stick to my ideals?... i always thought i can continue in a win win situation...now i feel like im in a lose lose situation...sigh.....tell me plz....where is the right way... just point it to me... i only want to go the right way....not the other way...no matter what it takes...just point m e to the right way...