Life's Like That...

ggwp means

2011-08-14T23:29:00.001+09:30

GOOD GAME WELL PLAYED.....

for all those that dont know..@@

kpop charts

2011-08-07T14:43:00.005+09:30

http://www.kpop-charts.net

h http://www.kpop-charts.net/

is on

now you can check out the latest kpop charts here~

kpop mashup

2011-08-05T20:04:00.001+09:30

tracks used:
t-ara - roly poly
2ne1 - Im the best
missA - goodbye baby
afterschool - in the night sky
4minute - heart to heart
beast - fiction
hyuna - bubble pop
snsd - taxi
2pm - hands up
girls day - hug me once more

2011-03-28T00:38:00.003+10:30

i really should quote all the stocks..but i forget where i got em from..@@~...sorry...stocks are all not mine...

8-1 OMG!

2011-01-22T23:46:00.003+10:30

Adelaide united trashing north queensland fury breaking A-league records..XD.. i love my nikon and photoshop...

The action...

The goals

the celebrations

2010-12-30T17:33:00.001+10:30

2010-11-12T23:50:00.001+10:30

wee~~

2010-09-11T15:43:00.001+09:30

wee...im back...and ive created a music blog:

http://eatfulllntg2do.tumblr.com/

go visit^^..

and let me know if you need any songs albums or media...ill get it posted on that site

Lyrics translation

2010-08-05T23:01:00.002+09:30

p/s: this translation is completely crap and not to be taken seriously

Mayday - 私奔到月球

actually, you are heart cruel hand spicy thief

my heart my breath and my name you stole away

you are the culprit of my kidnapping, motor car behind the me blown by wind
escape from mediocrity

this planet day day got 50 million people are missing out

how lucky can with you watch star fighting for like?

this moment, dont again ask why dont again guess

man with man heart with heart got what different

1 2 3 holding hand 4 5 6 lift up head

7 8 9 we privately run to moon

let both leg to hang air let we all go feel

that no worry the vacuum that moon color real feeling

when you say too clever still will become lonely

i laughing listen the end of loneliness the sielence

look at moon like iris of the night sky quietly staring you and me

and our noisy? planet?

go near you why suddenly two people also speechless

let heart beat like wild fire the gush

that moment let luck be silent let leg sharp draw past

sky and sky land and land fate's universe

actually me one more happy just wait you say

actually everybody early already picky everybody but act busy

hate got more collision still sien nothing to do but dont dare disturb each other

if you willing honest say one round

both also at least feel let go

dont cry i also cant stand all these years torturous

no way real heart love down there
only can real heart real soul and end

dont again become lover become cat become dog
dont be lover

be pet at least still cute and attractive

with you dont fuck dont fuck finally also become enemy

say as old friend is or not follow heart

no heart just like sien man

if got time maybe got time can kiss

destined to be like pedestrian so unfamilar
why you hand vibrate

(this preview come from my truthful inner heart)

long term being forced to love is worst than lose love more charm

long term act got nothing happen more hard

is i post reaction slow? clearly already late
card early should throw out

again like my partner still look one more eye
one live also will remember to night

sorry auto break up wrong scare the you will scare feel sad

blindly the me now also can turn channel and wish you new born

dont again become lover become cat become dog
dont be lover

be pet at least still cute and attractive

with you relationship not shallow no matter tomorrow will let you hate

say as old friend is or not follow heart

no heart just like sien man

if got time maybe got time can kiss

destined to be like pedestrian so unfamilar
why you hand vibrate

say HI~

2010-04-18T09:28:00.004+09:30

hi blog....
long time no see..

today is an emo day~....
but im gonna change it...im gonna change my mood.....
afterall its just willpower...and i need lots of it...
i will be back....i miss you.... i need you....
but thats not gonna change anything...

coz we still have our lives to go on with....im not gonna lose to my emotions...not yet....afterall ive never lost without taking revenge..^^...it will be the same this time.....

hopefully...this would be my last post...
and everytime i look at this post...
i will be reminded of all the happy stuff we did together...
all the fun we had together..
and not the sad memories which i will lock em up in my memories now...if only my brain had a lock..and it could lock away memories for the time being...keep them in photo albums or such stuff..where you cant see them unless you take them out to have a look...
and everytime some one else look at this post...
they will see a guy beaten down by life...
still standing up strong to fight back...
stay strong....
you can do it....
you know you can...
just like the few millions of us had...
you are not much different...
im not much different either...
waves hit on rocks...
but they dont back off
they hit em again and again...
until rocks are softened....

life is like so sucky....
but i wont lose to a sucky life...
of course i cant lose...
if not how am i going to cheer up those that fell down...
how am i going to pull you up if you are feeling down...
how am i going to bring happiness to this world...
i love walt disney...
i need to buck up...like what they told me.....
get yourself together..like what i told others.....
knowing is one thing...
doing is another.....
and missing you is also another.......
i miss you.....
thats all that matters....
thats what gets me going...
and thats what makes me forget you.....

lets all meet at the petrol station ay~
im sure we will all be heading in the right direction~

ME > LIFE

what is right what is wrong?

2010-04-04T21:58:00.001+09:30

i thought i knew more than others what right and wrong was...but then..... i feel like im not doing what is right and not doing what is wrong....tell me..should i stick to my ideals?... i always thought i can continue in a win win situation...now i feel like im in a lose lose situation...sigh.....tell me plz....where is the right way... just point it to me... i only want to go the right way....not the other way...no matter what it takes...just point m e to the right way...

2 man and an island

2010-03-25T23:04:00.002+10:30

once upon a time...there were 2 men and an island....how did they end up there?..im not sure..but somehow...2 men ended up stranded on an island....just the 2 of them....they had no food...no shelter....but they didnt give up...they worked really hard to survive..they learned how to get some food together....they learned how to built a shelter from the rain..the cold or the sun....with twigs and branches....slowly..they got to know each other better....one was a business man...the other was a doctor....they talked from morning till night....they kept each other company...they talked about their dreams...their future....they planned how to get out of the island....they designed a two person raft.....which was sturdy enough to get them over the largest waves and to carry enough food with them until they reached civilisation....after 2 days of planning and 4 days of tying up logs....they were ready to go...they constantly monitored the weather waiting for the perfect moment to leave the island....then....they spotted a small abandoned motorboat floating slowly across the ocean towards the island......they looked at it...it only could take one passenger...but it was well sheltered...much safer than the raft...and it was filled with fuel ready to sail...the business man told the doctor....you take the boat....you would do society more good by saving more lifes.....the doctor of course agreed....and with a wave.....the doctor was gone....with the business man left there with a raft he couldnt handle on his own....

sometimes you might think....the business man was a hero....he made the right choice...and maybe he died for a good cause....but then...you would think...the doctor was cruel....he left without the business man....shouldnt he go together with the business man together on the raft...although it was less safer....they could have make it out together....then again....who could blame the doctor..... it was definitely a better bet out of the island with the motorboat than the raft....but maybe the business man's life was more worth it then the doctor...he could use his business to safe the poor?...and the doctor might just slack out and heal a few minor ilnesses...seriously... i should stop thinking bout these weird answers to these weird questions...

why?

2010-03-22T20:59:00.000+10:30

long time no shoot

2010-03-16T16:02:00.002+10:30

too long havnt written newer stuff on my blog..
ill start by the long ago trip to ipoh....we went to run cave....eat stuff.... and walk walk...snooker and CC-ing....too bad didnt get to try out the ngar choi gai coz too many people..@@....next time dont go ipoh during chinese new year

hang out at my favourite place in glenelg again to catch some random photos...and a bird came to watch me sleep..^^....he told me his name was rockaround....

also went to see the adelaide skyshow at the clipsal...it was suppose to be a fireworks show...which lasted about 30 minutes...with extraordinary fireworks and amazing music to go with... much much better than those you see at malaysia during those countdowns....but i was too busy watching it that i forgot to take pictures of it..^^....anyway...it would be hard for me to hold my hand still for those 3 second exposure shots with such amazing fireworks going on...and a very large crowd...so i only manage to catch a few shots during the concert prior to the show...wow...the setup was awesome and the speakers were like blasting my ears out from 300m away from the stage with crystal clear sound

owh....ill talk bout my subwoofer next time..^^

standing up on my own feet

2010-03-07T17:34:00.002+10:30

time to learn to stand up.....on my own feet....time to take a challenge like never before...even though i dont have good feet....its how you stand that matters.....i must perservere~~

first semester resolutions

2010-03-04T16:01:00.002+10:30

wee~...uni started
life is boring as usual
and interesting in another way

anyway.. i was too busy during new year to make new year resolutions

so i thought i should make some first semester resoulutions now

1st:
straigten my back..... im a hunchback....for various reasons... which is a pain to my ears because people keep complaining about them...so i decide maybe i should just think of some way to straigten it...Lol

2nd:
improve my results.....hmm.. i think i need to make sure im still capable of getting good results after slacking for so long.....target 4 D's...^^...wait?..am i setting targets?...lol....now i need to set targets since i had stop trying to do my best..LOL....and 2 of them i have done them before...so shouldnt be a problem..

3rd:
work up my guitar.....wow..saw this amazing guy on rundle mall who plays the guitar like god... so im thinking well...not as good as him...but maybe 1/10 of him would be good enough...XD

4th:
improve my handwriting.....hmm....i cant be a teacher with a kids handwriting right?..LOLOL....wanted to improve this for a long time but never really worked out....hopefully this sem it will...

hope we all have a wonderful year no matter wat u guys are doing~^^

movie frenzy~

2010-02-22T23:41:00.003+10:30

ive been going to the cinema too much these past 2 months:

- 十月围城
- tiger Woohoo
- Carrier
- Legion
- Avatar
- Spy next door
- 大兵小將

Miri, Marudi and Me pt 4

2010-02-13T01:56:00.004+10:30

After being at marudi for about 2 days.... weechen accompanied me to miri by plane before my flight back to KL..^^..and there u have the miri sunsets~(T.T..too bad no time to catch sunset pics in marudi)..

Miri, Marudi and Me pt 3

2010-02-11T01:33:00.002+10:30

more pics from marudi

Miri, Marudi and me pt.2

2010-02-06T15:23:00.003+10:30

did you know...weechen's dad is a singer...LoL...not a singer..but singer...hahahaha...hence all the singer items

lol..spot the singer brand

Miri, Marudi and Me pt 1

2010-02-04T15:39:00.006+10:30

one day... i was bored... so i decided to go visit weechen's place in marudi...so i bought an early air ticket to miri...cheap air asia way..^^...weechen's mas flight was in the afternoon..so i reach miri airport..hungry..ntg to do...so eat some RM15 nasi lemak and teh tarik...when eating halfway...weechen's awesome family come fetch me to let me try kuey zhap...and show me around miri...then his dad showed me around miri..go..lutong..curtin university....go some golf club...go look at timber tycoon's house...look see look see...go the highest point in miri...

so this is about a summary of Miri..Lol

then he started telling me all those people life big logic..LoL....人生大道理...of why Miri is like that..why different from west malaysia and KL..LoL...then..his dad got something to do..so he ask me go cc dota wif his small bro...play 1 match got leaver..2nd match i ks triple kill halfway....then his mom call..LoL..so we leave game..go suncity eat some fried mee and kueyteow and vege...too bad no midin..Lol...then we go fetch weechen from airport...and prepare go back marudi by some pro driver... his dad was telling me how there was no road from miri to marudi..lol...2 hours journey by 4wd that i will sit till my bone break..lol... i was wondering how bad could it be...then i started to get an idea when the driver turn into some logging track out of those tar road..Lol...the experience was really quite fun...

the trail was pretty much mud and some gravel on top..hahaha...and it was raining...making the 4wd pretty much drifting round corners with no guardrails at about few thousand feet high....feels like driving in some world rally championsip..LMAO...and we had to go pass 2 rivers by small ferries

then after 2 hours of journey...we reached marudi~~
erm..the place is like a small city port off the baram river...not big or not too small...its like an old town...wif peaceful surroundings....then we reached weechen's house....a house on the hill opposite the school..^^....so for those few days...he and his family treated me to all those lovely local cuisine ...fish...mountain babi meat...labi-labi....kueyteow...dry mee...and showed me around town...meeting all his friends....show me alienware shop..:X... bring me go see people paktoh place...go cc.....Lol....the 十字路口 cross junction wif alot of accident and mosque..LoL...the baram river...the empty library...basketball court..hospital..primary school.....his secondary school which is also his mom's office...his dad's shop....his grandfather's "home"..Lol...and dota....

LoL.. i will continue part 2 when i have the time....

emo~

2010-02-04T13:21:00.000+10:30

haih...go up mountain many sure see tiger

2010-01-19T02:08:00.003+10:30

my car got banged!~!....
again..
this time
it was most likely
my fault..
well..in the police's books

however...after thinking
and thinking i thought...well
if you come out of a junction
a car is turning into...you would have crossed
well..2 impatient drivers...
he thought i would have made it..
i thought he would have slowed down...

not really my fault..

sigh..

resulted in me waiting at the police station for 2 hours
to hear this fat police seargent tell me how much he wished i would pay him money off to cancel my saman...

maybe i should stop driving

forgetting...

2010-01-15T14:23:00.002+10:30

sometimes

i just stress out

and i get stressed out pretty often

then i realise

its not me

its just that

i forgot somebody that have been guiding me always

since you cant see him

you cant touch him

you forget...

somebody is, and always will be with you

you just have to talk to him

sometimes..you forget god

but god never forgets you

he pats you on the back

or slaps you on the face..

or maybe give you some rough beating

then you realise..

you are not alone..

and he is god afterall..

how much better can it get...

^.^v

gah...some people think im crazy...LoL...but dont worry..its fun to know god...hes friendly..^^...and he knows all your secrets too.....pity he wont share em wif me...

live in msia

2010-01-11T01:41:00.002+10:30

is
not
the life
i want
suddenly

how can somebody be so un-
un whats the word

undecisive..yes

come on man

give me a reason to do what i want and need to do..T.T

i think
i found my direction
for the time being...but
hopefully
i dont get lose down the road
arghh...

now i know why im back home
its to rest
and 休息是爲了走更遠的路~.....
but..永遠休息就不用走路....
so as long as i find my direction
i have to tread back in the correct direction again..T.T~

good luck me..

words

2010-01-05T02:16:00.003+10:30

amazing sentences are made out of words

flying without wings...
crying without tears...
bleeding without wounds...
holding without hands...
living without life...

eating without mouths...
dreaming without sleep...
listening without ears...

back home

2009-12-29T10:13:00.002+10:30

Back home
Everybody's searching for somethin'
But all they can find is a whole lot of nothin'
Back home
Ain't nobody hoping and praying
'Cause they feel like nothing can save 'em
And they try to hold out but they can't fight the fact that
Life goes black when those lights go out
But I guess you gotta just watch out for your own
'Cause ain't a damn thing free
Back home

Back home
we've got a lot of shit on our minds
We're always behind on something cause there's not enough time
And we're non-stop
bottom line
doing what we gotta do to get some food in the fridge and stay out of the hospital
Back home there's people calling us hopeless
People trying to tell us all we need is some focus
But focus
Focus is overrated
Cause you see every blemish and mistake and can't change it

Back Home - Fort Minor

im back home
a home i dont know its home
theres no feeling no more
just like another place i hang out with my friends
ntg to remember me or remind me of
what i was once where i came from
the person i miss i am no longer missing
back home to a home
that feels not like home

^^V~

家?

the good..the bad..the sad...

2009-12-17T22:33:00.002+10:30

yay..
coming back 24th
really cant wait
to see all my friends
and my dog..
and my bed...
no more my cressida..LoL

but anyway..dont know what happen
to me
vr vr fucked up
day day emo
for no reason
same thing
over again and again
even when
it really doesnt mean anything
i know it since a long time ago
but i still emo
for what?
i know it wont help
i wasnt like this
this blog was never like this
but now?
maybe
i wasted too much time..
doing nothing
catching air

my life

is as

pathetic as ever

good luck blog

good luck me

good luck ... i need lots of luck

seriously

LOL= lots of luck, lots of love, lots of laughter

LOL....ok..i did laugh after that one....seriously....nah..you wont believe me anyway....

defense of the ancients~

2009-12-10T21:28:00.000+10:30

Negk says:
lol
going to play dota with my students
suddenly call me ask me go garena wait
zar dou..
H[翰]nζ says:
Lol
your students dota arr?!?
Negk says:
I guess so
never play with them before
H[翰]nζ says:
waliaoaoooo

few hours later

H[翰]nζ says:
yeos
Lol
so how was the game?
Negk says:
lol
kena own like shit
opponent all friend
then
H[翰]nζ says:
Lol
Negk says:
lose liao
H[翰]nζ says:
they noob?
Negk says:
kena mock by them somemore
er
H[翰]nζ says:
....
Negk says:
my student that one sure die la
0-13 in 30 minutes
choose lion somemore
people sk + riki combo
straight go heaven
stun
smoke
ulti
gone
I level 12
H[翰]nζ says:
hahaha
Negk says:
she level 4
then
she got bring brother
that one quite ok
inetermediate la
you 7 marks, I 7 marks
he about 6.2marks la
H[翰]nζ says:
wah
geng
lol

~ ~ ~ ~

2009-12-01T02:42:00.003+10:30

hello there... the angel from my nightmare~~
the shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never end....

Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head~~~

blink 182 - miss you

the decision~

2009-11-28T17:36:00.002+10:30

i just made a decision... a decision i might regret my whole life...but...i think it is stil worth it.....sad...i so fking stress i cant even convey my feelings in words...ahhhh....wat did i plan to write?...sigh.. cant remember at all....maybe will fill up the blanks when i get my thoughts in the right place...going back to msia soon lor~~~~.....miss misss misss....now i know why single women are called miss xxx....coz you are meant to miss them....^^....

a time to emo

2009-11-22T21:25:00.003+10:30

ok..so i have finished my exam..hopefully can continue my production..HOPEFULLY..~~....sigh...but after exams..means i have the right to be emo right??~....right to be emo right?...left to be emo left?....sigh....its pretty confusing..when you are left alone at night..and nobody is around you to tell you what is wrong and rigth...and you know..exactly what you want..but..you cant do what you want..because you know it cant possibly happen...i want... i really want....but i cant tell you what i want....so pathetic...i have been lying to myself .....and to the whole world....i cant show people who i really am...because.. i have been a lie all the time...from the time my parents started teaching me..from the moment society decided what was right....there is no way.. society will accept my ways...there is no way i can do what i want in life...there is no way.. i can change what people think .....sigh... what can i do?..continue this life as a lie??...everytime... i try to shout...but the poor world doesnt listen....why?....WHY DOESNT THE WORLD LISTEN?.......emo emo emo....shout to the world the 'n'th time now....LISTEN PLZ...~~...DONT MAKE THIS WORLD LIKE WHAT IT IS~......everytime i try to be like the world.... i just feel so miserable.....maybe... i have to be forced to live like the world.....sigh...sad life.....or maybe .. i should just extinct...species like me should just extinct....and be kicked out by evolution....let the world..continue its course...and be what it wants to be....

gone for the week

2009-11-16T15:49:00.001+10:30

i will be gone...to a place..so faraway......good bye world.....at least until the end of this saturday...

red bean

2009-11-08T22:40:00.001+10:30

what i want...

2009-11-02T00:58:00.003+10:30

LOL...some people ask me..what do i really want in life...
well..not much just:

1. A simple place to shield me from the cold hot wind sun
2. A friend that understands me...(preferably a girl so she can be my wife..XD)
3. A dog...yes..i miss Rascal..T.T
4. A standard laptop..WITH a graphics card..@@
5. Enough money so i wont starve to death
6. Nissan Skyline GTR R35
7. Drive that car on autobahn

LoL..see...im just a simple someone...

clearing up stuff

2009-10-28T19:39:00.002+10:30

yawnz~~.....exam in ONE WEEEEKkkkkkkkkkk.........studying seems to be the current fashion...have to walk everywhere with book...if not..you are suppose to be not human....anyway....too many people ask who the FUCK is 黃漢文.. ok i have no fking idea myself.. i just combined alot of love stories i had hear all these while...and combined the names too..XD....林麗秀 was suppose to be something else..but after combining the names...it sounded too much like some one else.. so i decided to change the name abit...to prevent any misunderstanding....it has NO REFERENCE WHATSOEVER TO ANY INDIVIDUAL...but maybe reference to MANY individuals......soo complicated i get confused myself..anyway..its just a story.. i made up when i was too fking bored listen too all those frustrating problems from people....gah..lucky i am not in love with anyone..@@....anyway~...ive got much much much to study..think about finishing a subject you have completely no idea about within 2 weeks...and then i have a presentation to do..and im still STUCK STARING AT MY COMPUTER SCREEN...for no apparent reason ... facebook...blogs......yahoo...youtube..msn...youtube.....facebook..
and i need more music more more more more music!!!!...to kick start my studies...MUSIC ANYONE?..

scream..shout..wail~~....again..nobody listens....poor world...if they would only listen..@@...

argh...feeling better....gotta start working now..~~....

黃漢文

2009-10-25T20:37:00.002+10:30

你好。我叫黃漢文，黃色的黃，男子漢的漢，文明的文。當然，我也長得和我名字一樣，堂堂男子漢，文學知識也不錯。今年20嵗，出自于小康之家，所謂小康之家，就是不愁吃不愁穿，但愁追潮流。現在什麽ipod，laptop，什麽名牌衣服，手錶，等等都沒辦法享用。我有一個爸爸，一個媽媽，一個姐姐，還有一個弟弟。家庭狀況還蠻好的。

再18嵗時，我搬到了大學附近，認識了林麗秀，他就住在隔壁第二閒房子。他和名字沒什麽差別，美麗又有秀氣。回想起來，還有點埋怨我父母爲何不幫我取個黃俊聰的名字呢？哈哈哈，當然我喜歡上了麗慧。我還記得那時，我都會陪著他慢慢走到車站，搭上公車，才默默地離開。雖然我們是鄰居，但我都喜歡陪他回家后，先在學校附近打球或打機才甘願回家。慢慢的，我從單單的陪伴著他，變成暗戀她。我當然不敢期望和她在一起，我只是個普通的學生，她卻是個漂亮，很有前途的聰明女孩。就這樣，他到了美國深造，我卻繼續留在大學裏讀完accounting科目。就這樣，我過了兩年。我沒有給他通過電話，自己卻傻傻的每天等著她的電話。朋友都說我很想女孩子，男子不是應該主動一點嗎？我自己也不太明白，也許我們不再見面對大家都好。少些牽挂，少些麻煩。

昨天，她的好朋友打了一通電話給我。語氣十分的緊張.她說：漢文，你有沒有和麗秀通過電話嗎？我說：他沒事吧? 她說: 沒事，只是聽説她好像剛回囯了。明天我生日你來嗎？能的話就叫麗秀一起來喔~ 我說：不好意思，我明天不得空。如果她聯絡我的話，我會通知她。她說：那好吧。明天干啥？怎麽不得空？我說：要到好遠好遠的地方。哈哈哈。
就這樣，我們就挂了電話。

有時候，我想，我是不是很幸福呢？和那些沒手沒腳的人比起來，或者一些家境貧困的，或一些沒了父母的。看著自己，我也沒什麽好埋怨，只有一樣東西我始終放不下。麗秀，你也許回來我也沒辦法在見到你。我希望上帝能在給我多一天讓我告訴你，我愛你。就算你對我完全沒好感，或你已有了喜歡的人，都不重要，我只希望，能在我離開前告訴你這些。但是，我說了這些能幫到什麽嗎？只會讓你更驚慌，更麻煩。

黃漢文于 24 Oct 2009 去世

just for the sake of updating

2009-10-12T12:22:00.002+10:30

yawnz~~....long time no new posts....
im seriously wondering how i managed to update like everyday last time
vr vr busy lately..
nope....not studies..but hanging around like some moron
its good in some ways..
get me away from my bloody house and housemates
and bad in other ways
coz i prefer to finish all my serious stuffs at home

so ive got like tons of stuff i have to finish:
-complete the production
-wash my clothes
-cook some nice stuff..@@
-finish my tutorials
-start studying FIM..@@...i havnt even touch
that subject for the whole damn course
-finish my yoon eun hye picture~~(hopefully turns out well)
-start my FIm assignment?..LoL
-and own 2 matches in dota..XD.(havnt REALLY dota'ed in ages)

owh...and i got really bored of my blog..@@.its just congested with too many seriously similar pictures....gahhhh....i hate my photos...need more concepts...more creativity~~...photography is not enough to feed my addiction nowadayz..@@..its just like 2 minutes of arts....the moment you take the picture.. and the moment you edit it....and enjoy it...and its over...so i guess i wont be posting anymore pictures...for awhile...gah~...
dukji dukji dukji...suddenly felt like listening to hard club music

hopefully..by my next post i would have finished my production

jya ne~

squeeze~~

2009-10-01T16:31:00.001+09:30

squeezing my brain .....

jbluehawke is starting another amazing production!!

victor harbour in pictures

2009-09-28T03:08:00.002+09:30

就那麽一點感觸~

2009-09-18T21:54:00.001+09:30

夕陽無限好..只是近黃昏~~

my boss my hero~

2009-09-17T01:02:00.003+09:30

my 3rd yakuza art after being inspired by "my boss my hero"

The EMO survey

2009-09-05T01:50:00.005+09:30

H[翰]nζ says:
eh..what does emo mean?
LiMcHeE [a.k.a] 0738 [a.k.a] rimuchihon [a.k.a] sly [a.k.a] BaBiLand ^(oo)^™ says:
emo lo
H[翰]nζ says:
LoL...can elaborate ar?
LiMcHeE [a.k.a] 0738 [a.k.a] rimuchihon [a.k.a] sly [a.k.a] BaBiLand ^(oo)^™ says:
emoemoemo
H[翰]nζ says:
GENG!!

H[翰]nζ says:
eh
i ask you one question
define emo
what does emo mean
Flyin' Without WingS says:
can be defined in many ways
H[翰]nζ says:
lol..give example lar~
Flyin' Without WingS says:
like XXXX, it is somesort of sadness, moody, n o mood, alone, lonely....
H[翰]nζ says:
owh..thx...^^
Flyin' Without WingS says:
yyy
like for XXX leh,,
erm
H[翰]nζ says:
err~
Flyin' Without WingS says:
emo is like being abondoned, no body wants,

H[翰]nζ says:
eh
i ask you one question
what does emo mean?
. says:
erm
feel like exploding
H[翰]nζ says:
care to elaborate?
. says:
erm
like..
u feel like saying sumthg
but u cant

H[翰]nζ says:
eh...what does emo mean?
Dom-o says:
emotional?
H[翰]nζ says:
LOL...can elaborate ar?
Dom-o says:
hmm its a feeling to describe a person as emotionally weak and is in a consistently depressed spell
haha i think
...many a times over the smallest of matters

Dalai- scrim scrim..lalala~ said:
emotional
H[翰]nζ said:
Lol..care to elaborate?
Dalai- scrim scrim..lalala~ said:
huh?..
emotional la
overly sad...overly angry...
overly la

H[翰]nζ says:
can ask you wat emo means?
~咖啡樹- Joie de vivre says:
emotional?
H[翰]nζ says:
care to elaboratE?
~咖啡樹- Joie de vivre says:
err..
of or relating to a person's emotions : children with emotional difficulties.
• arousing or characterized by intense feeling : an emotional speech.
• (of a person) having feelings that are easily excited and openly displayed : he was a strongly emotional young man.
• based on emotion rather than reason : sound reason, not an emotional knee-jerk response, is the best recipe for making decisions.

i'm about to go out actually
H[翰]nζ says:
hahaha..thx..can i put that in my blog?
~咖啡樹- Joie de vivre says:
sure
from the dictionary

H[翰]nζ says:
hey..you free?
ahwei says:
depends
H[翰]nζ says:
LoL...just one question
what does emo mean?
ahwei says:
emotional lo
H[翰]nζ says:
can elaborate abit more?
ahwei says:
look depressive
H[翰]nζ says:
haha...thx alot..can i put that on my blog?
ahwei says:
very down
ok wait ar
sure
H[翰]nζ says:
haha..thx~
ahwei says:
emo is a psychological developmental stage where teenagers are especially rebellion
http://incredimazing.com/page/Emo_Fail
and their fashion look like that link i just sent you
H[翰]nζ says:
hahahaha...thx for the resource
ahwei says:
observe his hairstyle,all emo ppl must conform to that style in order to be qualified in the emo social group
google lo

H[翰]nζ says:
hey..you free?
Clarence Wyng says:
hey
yea
H[翰]nζ says:
can i ask you wat emo means?
Clarence Wyng says:
wats up
lol
emo?
lol...
H[翰]nζ says:
ya ya..wat you think it means
?
Clarence Wyng is offline
Clarence Wyng said:
lol
hahahaha
hehehe
use wat?
lol

H[翰]nζ says:
eh..you free/
Kien Seng says:
now>?
H[翰]nζ says:
just one question
what is emo?
Kien Seng says:
emo????
errrr...
i dun really know myself.
i just use it indiscriminately...

H[翰]nζ says:
eh..you free ar?
Chin Ling says:
ok lohh
why
H[翰]nζ says:
can ask you one question?
what is emo?
Chin Ling says:
=.="
why u suddenly ask this kind of thing
emo is being down lar
everything u think is negative
anything can upset u
should be gua

H[翰]nζ
eh..you free?
Jo En
er ok ok la
Jo En
y ah
H[翰]nζ
can ask one question arr
H[翰]nζ
what is emo?
Jo En
emotional?
H[翰]nζ
can elaborate mar?
Jo En
sad lor
Jo En
feeling down n blue

H[翰]nζ says:
lol..can ask you one question?
[b] [c=39]【ɥıʎ ƃuıɥɔ】如果这是我爱你最好的距离我愿意永远的离开你 [/b] [/c=68] says:
yea
H[翰]nζ says:
wat is emo?
[b] [c=39]【ɥıʎ ƃuıɥɔ】如果这是我爱你最好的距离我愿意永远的离开你 [/b] [/c=68] says:
emotional
normally they say emo = down

H[翰]nζ says:
what is emo?
--SCC · 谨全-- Point! Crossing my heart to tell u that it's really Up as a wonderful work. ^^ says:
Emotional?
Lol.
H[翰]nζ says:
elaborate lor~
--SCC · 谨全-- Point! Crossing my heart to tell u that it's really Up as a wonderful work. ^^ says:
But wat most ppl means is feeling down or annoyed.

provided by:
limchee
alvin
HR
Dom
Dalai
coffee tree
kwei
clarence?LOL
kienseng
chinling
joen
chingyih
scc

童話

2009-08-31T20:06:00.003+09:30

d - ing ding ding~~

forgot got how 久
再 no listen you
對我 say you 最愛的 story

i think very 久
i start to 恍惚
是不是 i got do any mistake?

you cry and 對我說
story 裏 all is lying 的
impossible i be your 王子

maybe you wouldnt know
since you say 愛我 after
我的天空
star star 都 bright 了~

i want to be
story 裏
你愛的那個 angel
open my arms
變成 wings to protect 你

you must相信
believe we will be like 童話 story 裏
幸福 and happy is 結局

20th of august

2009-08-20T15:07:00.002+09:30

ive decided to make today....my art day..XD....

every year on the 20th of august.. i will crack my brain to create some awesome art for myself and hopefully it will be posted up 2mr...XD

w00t...

-.-"

2009-08-16T20:46:00.001+09:30

H[翰]anζ says:
i am guai zai..
i dont know what is sperm
____________________________________________________________ says:
lol
doink~
H[翰]anζ says:
sperm can cook one ar?
____________________________________________________________ says:
can
can be made into agar agar
H[翰]anζ says:
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
____________________________________________________________ says:
neh
the white agar
no colouring
and super natural

2009-08-13T20:19:00.002+09:30

love life

2009-08-10T23:06:00.002+09:30

ok.. i lied...i finished the video today..XD.....enjoy..

bad english

2009-08-10T18:13:00.002+09:30

sigh

i have no idea why some lecturers cant speak good english..

"when vi infest in these securities we calcoolate the price by mooltiplying..."

zerg infestation..@@

Coming soon..

2009-08-09T21:00:00.003+09:30

JBluehawke presents:

Love life

15 of august 2009

ONLY IN http://eatfulllntg2do.blogspot.com

self love

2009-08-05T22:02:00.000+09:30

eye contact

2009-08-02T14:14:00.003+09:30

hmm.. this is not about wearing contact lenses..Lol

i just realised i have problem looking at somebody in the eyes..
everytime i speak
i look elsewhere...pointing this.. looking at that...
just to avoid eye contact with the subject im communicating with
no idea why....
i just feel so scared when somebody look at me in the eye...
and i would say something funny to look away..or make him/her lookaway..
or probably laugh..

anybody knows why??

then people think im not respecting them..@@

look around you

2009-07-29T22:46:00.003+09:30

i wonder.. how many people do we come across...
how many people do we meet..
what is our first impression of some people...
fate is an amazing thing...
sometimes.. we meet some people
we laugh.. we had fun
then we forget about them.. we move on.. and we have more fun...
then relationships change..
the person you had fun with .. is no longer funny
and you dont see them anymore
then you forget them...
and you move on..

or you hate them
you change your opinions
because you cant stand to take of your mask
you keep your distance
and you dont want to see them again

or you fall in love with them
you cant forget them
you would die for them

then you think..
what would they think of you
did you even influenced their life that little bit
or they hated you so much..coz you ruin their life
or you hope that you never met them
and you dont want them to even remember you

look around you

people walk here and there.. and its that distance that makes life interesting

harvey norman

2009-07-21T19:42:00.001+09:30

go harvey norman go!!

right now

2009-07-18T00:28:00.003+09:30

i feel like flying down MRR 2 at 140kmph in my dad's cressida again...

let the adrenaline pump my troubles away..

brain washing ownself

2009-07-15T23:29:00.003+09:30

the world.. is always full of illusions...
that we think are truths...

lets make an example

money is everything

ok.. so you have lots of money..
then one day
you got killed by some lunatic
hmm.. so much money.... for what?

in the same concept
results are everything
you need good results to have a good career and future
so this one day...
michael jackson became the president of US
cultural revolution.. like the one in china..Lol
hmm.. what good are doctors then..

ok.. i know i have to take a supplementary exam...
brain washing ah.. brain washing...
T.T

think write speak

2009-07-12T00:46:00.004+09:30

i just realise.. i think faster than i can speak or write....i always..think something in my head way ahead before i even speak out... so speaking seriously would me would be like....ok... we should stop doing that...what is that?... owh.. i mean.. bla bla bla...what is bla bla bla... that thing that causes that and that and that...ohh... so why should we stop doing that...and it goes on.... and if i ask somebody is that the direction of the university?.. people would most likely ask.. why dont i just ask where the university is... because i am already thinking that should be the direction of the university and if that is not the direction i am in a completely puzzled state and should seek further help from a map or have a real good chat with that stranger to find my way out...and if i ask where is the university.. the person would most like point me in that same direction...tell me how long more to go...and end up stumbling on his words and maybe lead me in the wrong direction....now you would be thinking why do i think so much?...i dont know...that is why i can only talk kok and cant be serious at all.. or you guys would be thinking im from another planet...erm.. you guys should be already thinking now..after reading this post...why do i even put it up.....this was becuz i was so puzzled why i cant console somebody by words but i have the whole logic in my head and i just keep saying.. you will be alright ... you will be alright...haha ha ha hahaha and oh..because ive got soo much pics in my blog tat blocks up so much of my quota..LOL... gahh.. i cant even write out a good piece of essay because its all like common sense to me...i would probably write 5 points and repeat them again and again in differnet words..@@..smoking is not good for health.. it causes health problems...health conscious people dont smoke...dont smoke...it kills....and so on and on...because its like all i can write out...@@...although my mind thinks about lung cancer...bad ingredients of cigarettes...2nd hand smoke...gahhh.. i need something to read my mind

glenelg....again and again..

2009-07-11T03:01:00.001+09:30

the bird with the broken wing

2009-07-09T22:08:00.004+09:30

119 BEAUMONT 100 perweek for a room!~!

2009-07-08T01:20:00.003+09:30

once again.. i have to promote this house at the foothills of Beaumont a very exclusive area...

it is AWESOME.. and you have like a mountain just above you.. and DONT WORRY.. NO LANDSLIDES.. the place is covered with trees... no deforestations...vr nice scenary and fresh air.. very cheap.... FULLY FURNISHED INCLUDES WATER AND ELECTRICITY~!! and BUS 143 RIGHT IN FRONT of the quiet road

just look at the stuff you would see in the neighbourhood

no idea what this is...

i bought a guitar

2009-07-06T21:06:00.003+09:30

yeah.. i suddenly..heart blood come tide.. bought a guitar..@@...it cost like 250aud.. and i bought it.. coz.. i got ntg better to do.. this happens vr often lately... and i lost track of the ammount of real expensive stuff i bought this year...lol.. and i bought a pair of seinnheiser headphones coz the tdk "life on record" headphones have no sound after 2 weeks.. and i so happen to misplace my receipt...and they wont change it for me...and they even thought i stole the SPOILT tdk phones out of their store...OMG..man.. really "life on record"...dont ever buy tdk headphones...ahhh...stress stresss.. omg.. im more less stressed during the exams actually...

o ya.. anybody.. wants to shift to BEAUMONT please let me know..100PER WEEK.. its the cheapest in whole damn adelaide...WITH ELECTRICITY AND WATER...FULLY FURNISHED WITH TV TO WATCH MASTERCHEF...143 bus stop RIGHT IN FRONT.....house situated half way up the hill.. VERY EXCLUSIVE AREA...man..its so good you cant miss it...only valid until 18th of july... HURRY WHILE STOCK LASTS...

Lol...goes back to play his guitar..~~....

结果咧结果咧结果咧

2009-07-02T20:54:00.001+09:30

la la la la

2009-06-27T18:45:00.002+09:30

havnt been blogging in awhile... coz.. exams.. and something bad happen...yesh...something vr vr vr vr vr bad... omg.. you dont know how bad it is.. anyway.... its exams.. and i am doing every single thing EXCEPT studying... and i got so bored.. i took out all my photos in US to have a look and re edit them... hmm.. i would really love to go back to US again... man.....thats what life should be ...LoL...

pics remod

2009-06-16T13:00:00.002+09:30

just when i thought i have been through hell

2009-06-12T11:48:00.002+09:30

ok.. its swot vac... anyone knows whats that?..its like a GREAT FRIGGING vacation where you have to study for your finals in a week...and guess what i did during swot vac when i have a new house with no internet, no clothes, and one business finance textbook...yeh.. i went shopping..@@..bought lots of stuff...and spend lots of money...gah.. and the speakers they sell in adelaide seriously SUCK.. man.. where are those altec lansings....anywayz...just went i thought ive been through everything... i saw this article about the holocaust.. which you guys who dont know whats that should read..
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Holocaust
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nazi_human_experimentation
http://www.buzzle.com/articles/nazi-medical-experiments.html

ok.. now i know where those peverse logic in cartoons and james bond movie came out from...

sigh...

2009-06-09T13:00:00.004+09:30

a long long week...

too much to talk about right now.. ill just post some pictures up anyway...

T.T.... i cant upload my pics on photobucket from my uni internet...

gah...no more HQ(High quality and high quotaLOL) pic

me

2009-05-30T09:43:00.002+09:30

trying to enhance my art of "自拍" ing....hahahaha

i got it from my mamak

2009-05-28T22:51:00.002+09:30

JJ, where'd you get your canai from?
Rudy, where'd you get your maggi from?
JJ, where'd you get your tosai from?
Rudy, where'd you get your curry from?

I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it from my mamak! I got it got it got it...

LMAO~!~

.....

2009-05-27T13:34:00.002+09:30

i hate to move on... but i dont think i have a choice this time

i have no idea.. why am i so emo nowadayz...but i know im going to lose my mind vr soon... im going to get into trouble again.....haihhh... plz.......get away from me!!!
SOMEBODY HELP ME~~

*ding*

la la la la la has left the game

rain clouds and me

2009-05-25T15:55:00.002+09:30

2009-05-24T08:31:00.001+09:30

a sigh of relief

2009-05-23T21:18:00.005+09:30

all this while.. ive been working on my favourite stuff... arts as in... dance.. music.. videos... drawing.. photography...language....i have been lagging abit on music and language....and im abit tired of videos.... but im still passionate about photography and drawings..^^... and today.. i just saw some nice pics by one of my relatives i really look up to since i was a kid.. bcoz.. some people just have the artistic talent in them...and i always admired his art.. though i dont really get along with him.... but today.. im proud to say.. i think i have caught up wif him at least in photography..XD...although i dont have an SLR.. but my nikon is simply awesome...^^....

ahh....and i found another way of editing my pictures..^^... so there should be more and more pics in this blog....hahaha

ROASTED CAT MEAT!!!

2009-05-22T14:30:00.004+09:30

the nonsense story

2009-05-21T22:51:00.002+09:30

of nobody.. and nobody.. is a story... of nobody.....nobody knew nobody... they both grew up together.. but nobody didnt know nobody did nothing.. so nobody decide to do nothing and nobody knew about nothing.....nobody felt nothing for nobody.. but nobody didnt want nobody to know he felt nothing... so nobody did nothing and nothing to nobody... but nobody was worried nobody got nothing and nothing.. so nobody...told nobody nothing...nobody felt nothing... and did nothing....nobody know he still have nothing for nobody but nobody is too nothing to nothing...then he met nobody... but nobody still know he had nothing for nobody.. and he can only do nothing...he regret that he nothing to nobody and he can only sing a song.....no ending...

monday

2009-05-18T20:14:00.002+09:30

is click and snap day...

sad

2009-05-18T18:27:00.003+09:30

i feel sad.. coz people make me feel sad... why people sad?.. i really dunno.. i just realise.. sadness is a feeling.. that grips your heart.. and its hard to express it through art.. you can express worriness... lonesome...shocking...anger... but sadness.. is the hardest to express... who got any ideas how to express sadness.. plz take my sadness away..

eh.. ya.. plz do the poll.. please~~.... only got 5 votes..
plz vote vote for your favourite type of music~!! the power is in your hands!!!....T.T...come on man

tell me shit.. i dont really care...

2009-05-14T20:51:00.002+09:30

coz im too happy..tell me god didnt exist....
i couldnt care
coz i saw a miracle right in front of me
when i tot the whole world was going round and round...
i saw light right in front of my life
they say i had to endure it i did.. i weathered through it
when they tried to get me gone.. i didnt budge from my principles.. and then god gave me back what i paid for... the pain the pressure not in vain...
i heard a voice.. asking me to go forward but logic pushed me back...
so did my parents.. then i left the last part in gods hands..
he led me on... he completely delivered me to my destiny...
tell me coincidence happen.. tell me luck is not under our control..
man.. im shifting..im running.. im moving...
everybody's happy.. nobody's crazy.. its how the world moves along... not along its axis.. along its principles...
we stay on the ground.. not by gravity..but by standing firm...
we lift our heads.. we see the sky.. and angels painting it with dye...

come on~

funny ads again~~

2009-05-12T19:26:00.001+09:30

lol.. sex appealing ads..

My week in a picture

2009-05-10T15:29:00.001+09:30

EXPLICIT CONTENT

guess what song?

2009-05-09T13:30:00.001+09:30

*There's a sound I hear in the dark
It's a secret that's sung by the vanishing stars
The lonesome bird losing it's song to tears, whispers,
"I was born to be remembered."
As the voices rise and reach out
Comes a ray of the sun through the blanket of clouds
The crying sky unlocks the secret kept
She calls the truth I've found always stay here in my heart*
Everything needs love
Everything needs love
repeat*
Breathe deep and listen to the raindrops
Fly over valleys and the hilltops
Glide down and dive into the ocean
Let tides spill over your emotion
Everything needs love
repeat*
Everything needs love
Everything needs love
loveeeeee

ahh.. and fill up the poll plz..^^..

victor harbour~

2009-05-04T17:12:00.003+09:30

ahh.. quota back

lazy post facebook lar kienseng .. take from here lor..Lool

A high tech story~

2009-04-28T17:47:00.002+09:30

once upon a time.. .a place where.. red indians once ruled...the land of hope and freedom....now the land of stupidity and idiots...yes... they call it the United States of America...they created a space division called the NASA....a symbol of power and money with no where to spend...to explore the outer space...one day... mad scientist A discovered a vr big problem.... NO GRAVITY IN SPACE~!!...... omg.. no gravity means....BALL POINT PENS wont work!!!...ink cant flow to the tip of the ball with no gravity....so...with this problem in mind.... mad scientist A.. proposed plan A... a plan that would consume millions of tax payers' money...what is plan A?... create the ultimate SPACE PEN....vr cool pen...you can write it upside down.. when lying on your back...you dont need gravity for the pen to work.. why?... because there is a pump inside the pen... everytime the tip of the pen touches something... ink is pumped from the top of the pen to the tip... and thus...the space pen was created... neil armstrong writes down on his diary..."This is one small step for a man, one giant leap for mankind."....celebrations every where in US......first men to touch the moon...

big deal....the russians went to space before that but could not touch the moon first
... they also had the same problem with gravity... they did not invent any space pen... they just use pencils...

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2009-04-23T05:01:00.002+09:30

i cant think of a title for this post.. why?... sigh.. i oso dont know why i write this up here...maybe cause i want everybody to see i emo...SEEE... i EMO... pro leh~~~~.........................................sigh....i think i need to keep a diary..... i am really spamming this blog wif personal stuff or shit..imho....i can hardly open my eyes....im soo confused....but still i am not sleeping...i even watch TVB series.. omg.. i cant even believe i was watching tvb series.. 20 series in one day..@@... today...kienseng... invite me go syok wif his friends lar.... i really thank him lor..hahaha.. and im oso happy... he so happy....pictures post later lar...too lazy tonight.. so long no get out of my old dusty house already... but still dont know why.. the more air i get.. the worst i feel... maybe... im already.... back to my old self... which self is that?.. i really dont know....can somebody help me please....too lazy do my homework lagi...aiseh....3 assignments waiting for me...i dont even know the details.. i dont even want to know when the deadline is....stil havnt got a group too....can i run??..... i want to run back to malaysia.. and go back to my normal life.. please....please please please~!!!!!

my late easter present~!!

2009-04-19T21:11:00.001+09:30

thanks negk~!

wahahaha.. and back to empire total wars..^^

Matrix: the return

2009-04-16T17:32:00.001+09:30

not done by me too

hello everyone!!

2009-04-15T15:16:00.002+09:30

welcome back to life's like that!.... as a reward to all my loyal readers.. i have decided to bust their quotas and bandwidth by putting in audio and awesome BIG pictures..^^....of course...as most of my readers have monitor resolution of more than 1024x768... you should have no problem enjoying the view...of course.. this is best viewed wif 1200x800 to see the entire rising moon in the background..XD

before i go on to rush my assignments.... this site should take more bandwidth of you than most porn sites..hahahaha....so .. enjoy!

.... i wasted 150mb just to get this site together..^^

glenelg ~ again...

2009-04-14T20:40:00.003+09:30

easter~

2009-04-12T22:57:00.001+09:30

happy easter!!

good friday...

2009-04-11T22:38:00.000+09:30

stress

2009-04-10T23:44:00.002+09:30

stress is.. STRESSSS..... stress stress stress... if stress can be expressed in words.. i would have an essay out right now.... STRESSSSSSSS...................................................................
got assignment got test.. got this got that.... go him go her.. got it ... got shit....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaa

ok.. i think i need to take a trip to glenelg 2mr.. ah.. forgotten.. i had to charge my battery~~

plz.. give me a stress medicine.. i need one~!!..

been watching movies and animes for the past few hours to destress ...but im still not breathing properly....!!!...

HELP~!

do you know what C.C's name is?

2009-04-09T20:49:00.002+09:30

for those who watch code geass.. they prob be wondering what c.c's name is....
well when i rewatched it... lelouch seems to be saying a muted 4 syllable name...so a good guess would be elizabeth?... or maybe.. alice ceris?...ali ceres?...haley sarah...LoL.... who can lip read?...

its in epi 11 of the first code geass around the end....XD

and.. full metal alchemist 2 is out~~....hope its as good as the first.. worth for me to wait till i return to msia to download..T.T

ads again

2009-04-06T14:39:00.001+09:30

i love my marketing lecture

aye? pirate?

2009-04-06T10:29:00.005+09:30

this pic not me do...^^

malaysia and politics

2009-04-05T00:05:00.003+10:30

Malaysia got new prime minister....Dear Najib
from wiki:

"Najib is the eldest of Abdul Razak's six sons (the other four being Nizam, Nazim, Nazir, Nazri Aziz and Johari); his younger brother, Nazir Abdul Razak, runs the country's second-largest lender, Bumiputera-Commerce Holdings Bhd.[2] the second Prime Minister of Malaysia, and a nephew of Hussein Onn, the third Prime Minister of Malaysia, Najib is regarded[by whom?] as a political blue blood. He was first married to Tengku Puteri Zainah Tengku Eskandar; but is currently married to Datin Seri Rosmah Mansor. He has three sons (Nizar, Nazifuddin and Norashman) and two daughters (Puteri Norlisa and Nooryana Najwa).
Najib received his primary and secondary education at St. John's Institution, Kuala Lumpur. He later attended Malvern College in Worcestershire, England, and subsequently attended the University of Nottingham, where he received a bachelor's degree in industrial economics in 1974.

Najib holds the title of Orang Kaya Inderapura Shahbandar of Pahang Darul Makmur.

In the midst of UMNO's internal crisis in 1987, a rally by UMNO Youth led by Najib was held in Kampung Baru, Kuala Lumpur. Anti-Chinese sentiments were expressed openly during the rally with placard carrying slogans like "May 13 has begun". In a widely documented speech Najib vowed to bathe the keris with Chinese blood.[26] The keris is a traditional Malay weapon that is often used as a symbol for Malay nationalism. This precipitated existing ethnic tensions leading to fears of a repeat of inter-ethnic violence and eventually resulted in a security operation known as Operasi Lalang, where administrative detentions were made on hundreds of individuals [27].

UMNO was also declared illegal in early 1988, allowing then Prime Minister Mahathir Mohamad to consolidate his power with the establishment of a new party that assumed the name of the previously banned UMNO. The newly formed party excluded those who had previously challenged Mahathir's authority within the party.[28]

Najib's officer, Abdul Razak Baginda, who was involved in a high-profile murder case of a Mongolian woman, was subsequently acquitted without calling for defence due to comprehensive lack of a prima facae case, as pronounced by the High Court.[32] Altantuya Shaaribuu."

his first move?...free 13 ISA members....well..lets look at his past record...does he look like somebody that would free 13 ISA members with no reason?...i think.. there is a strong reason for him doing so .. he is trying desperately to save UMNO from its doom...esp in the recent by-election where rumours about police surveys have proven that BN will lose ALL 3 of them...he is probably trying to tell the whole world.. that.... the bad guy abdullah is gone... and he the good guy is taking over UMNO to make the world a better place...by freeing ISA detainees... he think he could gather votes for BN... well...its the same old trick again and again... and rumours are that BN people are calling households directly paying RM100 per person to get votes...man... these people really...think they can do whatever they want.. and get away with it.... and now... mahathir.. his erm.. godfather...is rejoining the party...like the return of the king....but too bad.. lord of the rings only exist in fairy-tale land i think...lets see what interesting stuff UMNO tries to cook up with all these fascinating ingredients....

leng lui ..look.. leng lui

2009-04-03T02:10:00.003+10:30

lol.. who is she?

邓紫棋（Gloria Tang，1991年8月16日－），又称G.E.M.（意指“Get Everyone Moving”）[4] ，于2008年中出道的香港创作歌手，

XD

void

2009-04-02T22:48:00.002+10:30

RED

2009-03-31T20:26:00.002+10:30

im red daredee daredai dare dee dare daii dare di daredaiii....whatever

yay~..photos

2009-03-31T01:00:00.004+10:30

yess.. i finally took some photos.. extremely random

people change

2009-03-29T19:38:00.003+10:30

do u know that?...
once upon a time.. i would say people who listen to japanese songs just want to act cool and pretend they understand something they dont...but now.. i really think that japanese songs are really nice and soothing.. if you listen to the essence of the music and put your prejudice away...

once upon a time.. i thought playing computer games are a waste of time.. i thought computer games are just for lazy people who have nothing much to do and wasting their life....as the essay topic always goes 小明终日沉迷于电脑游戏,结果考试成绩一落千丈.
which in english means(hmm.. now i have non chinese readers in my blog...@@)...that bastard played dota day day so fail gao gao.. (@@.. ok not really english)... but then i realise... life is not just about study study and become doctor, engineer, lawyer...or mongolia...sometimes i ask myself.. why people will do this...why beggars exist... is SPM so hard?...why i close my eyes oso can pass one... but well...its because.. the world.. its not just about going high... the higher you get.. the harder you fall...this world is in an equilibrium.... you gain something.. but you lose another... nobody can gain everything.. and nobody can lose everything...so.. it depends on what you wish to gain.. to me.. i dont really wish to gain lots of knowledge... i prefer to enjoy my life.. so hence.. i started to play computer games...

once upon a time i thought people with no knowledge are dumbass and people plain retarded... then i realise later that there are so many people with knowledge and they are still dumb.... cant even differentiate between wrong and right....just fighting on for their pride...did you remember the last time you ask people how much did they get for their sejarah exam?...when is the last time you ask people what did they get for their add maths test...of course.. u wont ask somebody who does worst than you and say.. ah... i did better than the last of the class...no.. you probably will ask who got first.. and compare his/her result to yours... then if you did better.. youd probably be relieved .....eh.. that guy/girl only got xx for their xx exam... is really tough lar.. i got xx counted quite good adi...are you really concern or just thinking of how good you are compared to him...dont you think these people are pathetic?...wait a minute.. wasnt i like one of them?...

once upon a time.. i thought christians were weak people who had no idea what they believe in but just believe in it just for the sake of seeking refuge without really understanding anything and without questioning.. just like other religious people are...like muslims.. buddhist and the list goes on....and the irony is 50% of the buddhist in malaysia call themselves buddhist without even knowing what buddhism is all about...just my assumption though....then i realise that everybody is weak.. and those who think they are strong are actually weaker...and maybe one day.. they would wake up like me...and see that religions are meant to be religions not science just because religions are just religions...its like people who support manchester united and think manchester united is completely gay for no apparent reason even though ferndinand's hairstyle seriously suck... or that alex ferguson got his tooth decay by chewing chewing gum...and people who love liverpool that think Rafael benitez is handsome when he is bald...

you see people change...and before you know...youd become like one of them... if you are not careful to step back... and look around... and evaluate... youd probably stuck as one of em for the next half of your life.. until you...probably reach 60 yo?.. then you realise.. you wasted your life.. or maybe.. i would step back when im 60 and regret for not taking the road not taken...hmm....or maybe there is no road to be taken.. it all leads to the same place?....

my law of equilibrium states that.. no matter what you gain.. you lose another thing of same value...well not really my law.. its the law of alchemy...XD...changing doesnt really change anything.. you are just balancing between good and evil and trying hard to break out of this balancing....for the better or for the worst...the only person who breaks through this balance would probably be god i think...
atchoo atchoo.. ok.. somebody sneezing.. and the cat shivers in fear...sigh.. assignments and tutorials again....back to reality.. random thoughts.. ftw.. omg...Zzzzzzz.....

Empire total war

2009-03-28T19:06:00.003+10:30

im dying to play this game.. and no im not a gamer.. and no i dont pirate games... and no i cant find a properly working pirated version of a game... and no i cant find a properly working patch for this game.. and no.. i dont have quota...

Rome total war = RTW
Medieval total war = MTW
Empire total war = ETW
Fuck total war = FTW?!?!?

damn.. i want to play a fully working version of this game~~!!!!